Soul Journeys with Gaia ~ A Progressive Story: June 2013

M.C. Escher ~ Hand with Reflecting Sphere

I can feel the mask of fear within you as your inner pride and arrogance flow out.... good to also explore this part of yourself. It's only a lack of humility that keeps you from staying with the feelings or pulling out of them too soon, before the core is penetrated.

The opposite of humility is pride. The arrogance comes from thinking you know it so you don't have to feel it. You talk a good talk my friend, where is the walk? Or rather your surrendering to the fall?

Do you look into my eyes and feel like you cannot say what comes up for fear of hurting me? Do you ask me anything and nothing because you don't want to be alone or think that is what I want to hear? Beautiful women have been your nemesis, are you also able to look into the eyes of an ugly woman and see what changes in you and her? Or a man? Or a child? Or an animal?

What if you sank into the depth of feeling and create from that space? To write from inspiration and take the thoughts out of it, to stop writing from the ingrained belief patterns you have been taught, to release regurgitating what you hear or are told and write/poet/create/spin/dance/feel from the place where there is no thought?

M.C. Escher ~ Drawing Hands

Here is where you will find you, my friend, without fear, without loneliness, without lust, without judgment/condemnation/persecution/grudges/beliefs/betrayal/unworthiness, without trying so fucking hard. Here is where you will support and be supported, love and be loved, feel and be compassion, cry and be nurtured, know yourself and know God, allow the shadow to overwhelm and really know the beauty of the black and white rivers flowing together. To create from vulnerability.

Yes, this is the sunshine that consumes the soul... it's burning flame and fiery passion that ignite each self into unique expression. This is where godself is discovered. Not in the I Am God, but the humble expressions of I Feel the God that moves me and I am here to serve Her Will in being exactly myself.

House of Mirrors

Thank you for my life. Thank you for creating this unique expression of You that is me in my bodyworld. I honor You by being me, not by being afraid of me. I serve you better in Love, God, and can be more of your Divine Messenger when I stand in Truth and empower myself with Your Love above all else. No one can fill me like You can.